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| Holy shit it's been a while, LJ!!
I haven't been doing much that's too exciting. The country club is open again and I'm back to work. I love the new apartment! Becky and John are great roomies. Dave and I are doing wonderful! He's out on the road right now, going to play in New York tonight. He'll be gone for five days, coming back on Sunday. He and I have such a good time together, I'm so lucky to have found him!! :)
I would love to get a new job so I can have daytime hours but it's hard to find cuz jobs suck right now. Anyways, I'm so excited for summer! I love driving with my windown down!
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| | Current Music: | Woodward | | Subject: | great weekend | | Time: | 05:48 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/chipper.gif) chipper |
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| Let's recap my weekend. Friday night I went with Dave and his friends Jake and Tim to see OAR. We didn't have tickets so we were planning on driving to the state theater and buy tickets and see the show. Well, we end up getting lost in Detroit for a good like ten minutes. We finally found the theater, pay to park and find out that the show is sold out. Bummer. So we totally are ready to get wasted instead. We venture on over to Mr. B's in Troy but the place was packed and there was a wait. The guys were like, "fuck this" and we left. Mind you, we are all soo hungry and want beer so bad. Finally we go to CJ Mahoney's and eat and have like 4 irish car bombs each. It totally made up for the show being sold out. That night was quite an adventure.
Then on Saturday, I had bought tickets for Dave and I to see George Carlin at the Detroit Opera House. But I was surprising him with it for an early Valentine's Day gift. All I told him was to get dressed up and be ready at 8. So I went and picked him up and gave him the tickets and he was so shocked. So we got down to Detroit early enough to grab a quick dinner. We stopped at this really nice place called Mosaic where they only seat if you have a reservation but we asked if they could make and exception and they did. Because we looked fucking sexy!! Anyways we saw George Carlin and I got us some fucking awesome seats, 4th row. It was a lot of fun. I have such a great time with Dave, he's so wonderful. Being with someone like Dave makes me want to kick myself in the ass for staying with Mitch for so long. That was stupid. He did not respect me at all and Dave makes me feel incredible.
Last night at around 8, Dave called me and asked me to come hang out with the band while they were practicing. But we all know that they just wanted someone to bring them beer, so I brought bud light, lol! It was so fucking cool to sit there and watch them play. I can't wait to see them in a show. I'm so geeked cuz I'm like, "MY BOYFRIEND'S THE DRUMMER!!" Fuck yeah.
ROCK AND ROLL BABY YEAH!! | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Van Halen | | Subject: | SORRY BOYS! | | Time: | 02:08 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/loved.gif) loved |
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| Well, as of last night I am OFFICIALLY off the market!!! I haven't had a real boyfriend in 4 years, crazy huh?! Dave is sooo good to me, I'm totally spoiled. YAY I'm excited!!
I'm all moved into my apartment. It's so nice sleeping in my waterbed, I've had that bed my whole life. Anyways I'm about to go shoe shopping with my grandma. WOOT!
I'm totally in perma-grin phase :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Well, a lot has happened recently. Let me just point out the important things first. I went on my first REAL date ever on Friday night. It was the BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!! I've known who Dave was for a couple years but he and I just started talking. On Friday he took me to this amazing restaurant called, Lellies, and we had like five courses. All the food was incredible, and we had a great bottle of wine. After dinner, we went to the Blue Martini. That place was so much fun. It was really swanky and the drinks were awesome. So Dave and I were looking at the drink menu and as soon as I started looking at the tequila's I remember that Sammy Hagar has his own tequila and the Blue Martini has it!!!! I had a margarita with Sammy's Cabo Wabo Tequila. It was sooooooo good!!! Then I had this Chai T martini and it was delicious, it tasted like liquid chocolately goodness!! Then after that we went to the Sky Club but it was so packed that we ended up going downstairs to Sangria and having some drinks. I don't know how but I lost my license at the Sky Club. From Sangria he took me back to my house and we sat in my driveway until five in the morning. I can't even begin to explain how wonderful my night was. He was such a gentleman, holding doors, wining and dining me, it was phenomenal. I don't know how to take such compliments because I've never been treated like a princess before. I'm totally floored and impressed by Dave.
I hung out with him all day on Saturday. We walked around downtown Rochester, played some pool, had dinner and went to see his friends play at a bar that Dave plays at every Wednesday night. Then we went to Mr. B's and met up with some friends. Last night after Dave was done with his band practice we went over to Becky and John's place to watch the Piston's game. (I have awesome 1990 Piston sweatpants that I wore and looked like a dork in, lol!!) I am having such a great time with him. My cheeks constantly hurt because I'm smiling ALL the time. Oh man, I can't wait to see him again.
So I'm moving into an apartment with Becky and John. The complex still has to fix a few things before we can move in. I'm so excited, I've been buying a bunch of stuff for my room, yay! I have to work on Wednesday night which should be interesting. I would MUCH rather go see Dave at the bar he plays at.
Anyways, Dave is moving into his apartment today and when he's done I'm going over there. YAY!! :) | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| I took my little brother to the Autoshow. It was pretty fun. I love getting hit on by black men when I have this 8yr old with me, he could have been my kid for christ's sake. I guess some morons don't care. Anyways, I just saved a shit load of money on my car insurance. No really, I did. I switched to AAA and I saved $1,400 a year. Hellz yeah.
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| I'm so excited, this is my last week of work and then I'm off for nine weeks. I can't wait. March is pretty booked because I'm going to be in Florida for like two weeks after we've been in Philly. In February I'm going to be babysitting the chef's son who is my age but apparently he's mildly retarded. So that will keep me a little busy in Feb.
Becky, John, and I are still looking for places to live together. We've looked at apartments and houses but nothing seems to fit the bill exactly. I hope it's soon because I would love to have my own place again. I've lived with relatives for the past 3 years and let's just say I'm over it. I was at pacsun and I bought a Roxy alarm clock, I'm already stocking up for my own room haha.
The first time I EVER played Monopoly was last night with my grandparents. That shit was hilarious. We played with a Harley Davidson board, it was pretty cool. We had to quit at one in the morning because it was getting way too late.
So does anyone else have extremely violent dreams? I have them every now and again and last night I had such a disturbing dream. I dreamed that I beat my ex's (who's not really my ex because we never went out) mother to death. Literally. It was fucking crazy guys, I'm totally weirded out. What happened was, she and I had to make a trip to Indiana for some reason and I remember she was taunting me and I kept yelling at her to leave me alone. So I went in the sauna room to get away from her and then the next thing I remember is that she was in there too and I started beating the shit out of her. I was kicking, punching, slapping, anything you can think of. We were in this sauna room and there was fucking blood EVERYWHERE, all over the tiles and shit. (Jane, I bet you can appreciate my morbidness!) Then, she was decapitated and I had her hair and I was swinging her head to bash it against the walls. One of the distinct things I remember was that I was gouging and digging her eyes out with my fingers. I can't explain how much blood was everywhere. It was crazy. It's kind of hard to explain dreams exactly because they're really choppy and discombobulated. But after the gorey death beating, I remember trying to find my way back to Michigan. I remember when I woke up this morning, I felt kind of exhausted because my dream was so intense, with so much emotion. I was totally freaked out. It baffles me because I haven't even thought about my ex or his mom for a while. So I sat and mapped out my whole day yesterday and nothing I did reminded me of her at all. I did that because usually you dream about things that happened that day. But I didn't even think about her at all yesterday. So that means I still think about it subconsciously. And that pisses me off. I don't even want her to be in my subconscious. Apparently I still have a lot of rage and aggression towards what happened between Mitch and I, and my mind isn't over it yet, whether i know it or not. God, I still can't get over how fucking freaky that dream was because it seemed to real and amplified. Dreams are so crazy.
Speaking of the subject, I haven't talked to him in like two weeks and I'm really happy about that. Every day I think about it less and less and realize that things are better. Which is good. Very good.
So anyways, I ordered David Lee Roth's autobiography because they don't have it in the stores. I hope it comes soon, I can't wait to read it. I wish I could major in Rock and Roll, how fucking kickass would that be?!?! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 10:01 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/full.gif) full |
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Humanism
Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.
0% scientific.
80% reason-oriented.
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Yeah that sound about right. However I do believe in an afterlife because I believe and ghosts and stuff. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | tattoo! | | Time: | 11:57 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/impressed.gif) impressed |
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| YYYAAYYY!!
I got a tattoo yesterday!! its so awesome!! I tried taking pictures to put on here but the tattoo goo was too shiney so you can really see it. So i'll post pictures of it later. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So since I figured out how to put pictures on here, I decided I would post a lot of them!! Stew and I get really bored so we like to take stupid pictures and here they are...
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| | Current Music: | motley crue | | Subject: | NIKKI SIXX | | Time: | 08:33 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/artistic.gif) artistic |
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| Today is Nikki Sixx's birthday and here a small tribute. God he is fucking hot.
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| | Subject: | SNOOWW | | Time: | 03:02 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/cold.gif) cold |
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| last night stew and me and her friend mike went sledding at lamphere high school. we didn't have sleds so we went with trash bags. lol!!
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me and my grandparents decorating our christmas tree
my ornament.. very cool
THE BEST ORNAMENT EVER!! a black person angle
this is a pomagranate, and my grandma said, "this kinda looks like a vagina."
hahahahahahhahahah | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Michael Jackson, Thriller | | Time: | 12:52 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/tired.gif) tired |
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| I had so much fun last night. Sarah and I went to Hoops to see my friend Joe, who I havn't seen in like over a year. We had some awesome drinks and had some guy who was abnoxiously drunk hit on me for a while until Joe told him to leave us alone. We closed down the bar and helped clean up and then we went to Joe's house and played euchre and continued to have more beer. It was a lot of fun. I was pretty drunk and Sarah was telling me shit that happened and things I said and I don't remember it at all, lol! So I woke up with a gash on my thumb, and small cut below my eyebrow, a bruise on my arm and one of the rings on my hand was bent so bad that I couldn't get it off my finger. Obviously I must have smashed my hand or something for my ring to be crushed and bent on my finger but I have no recollection of that happening at all. Crazy! Sarah and I got like three hours of sleep and I was still kinda buzzed when we got up at ten o'clock. Oh my gosh I had so much fun, it was really nice to see Joe after so long. Then I worked 8 hours today and I was really hyper and I don't know where it came from.
But now I'm really tired so I'm going to hit the sac. Peace out bitchez!
p.s. "bitchez" is so totally my favorite word :) | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| dude, all fucking day i can't login to myspace, its really fucking pissing me off.
plus i just found out today that i'm not eligable for financial aid. what a fucking load of shit.
today officially sucked balls. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| wow, its crazy warm outside like spring. michigan is such a tease.
i got really excited when i first looked outside and didn't see any snow.
but i know that in no time i'm going to have to be burrowing through snow to uncover my car.
i hate michigan. i hate snow. i hate winter. i hate being cold.
ya know, i could decorate a palm tree for christmas for the rest of my life and be prefectly happy. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Piggies, The Beatles | | Subject: | FINALLY | | Time: | 10:13 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/energetic.gif) energetic |
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| WE'VE GOT WIRELESS INTERNET PEOPLE!!!!!!
You guys seriously don't understand how excited I am right now. My grandma had this ancient laptop from like 1987 and it couldn't do anything, we could only put dial up on it. Well then she bought this awesome COMPAQ Presario laptop and she wont buy cable internet. So my whole computer using life, I've always used dial up and it drives fucking crazy!. So last night I took the laptop over to my cousin's house for him to look at it and fix a few things. Let me bring up to date with him, he's like this computer genius who is going into the air force for it. He set up this wireless internet on the laptop and told me to take it home and see if i get a signal from somewhere. Well it works! I finally can use this computer that has internet speed! I'm so happy!
That's about it. I'm going to the gym today and then I have to work.
I'm outta here!
p.s. I finally learned how to do this :)
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| i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sore!!
i totally have to laugh at myself because i walk like i cant bend my joints, lol.
but tomorrow i start working out with a personal trainer who i meet with three times a week for like 3 months. sweet, i'm pumped.
i went and had dinner with mariette and sam for mariette's birthday. that was fun, we went to outback, laughed a lot.
thats all i feel like talking about for now, peace! | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| i joined Bally Total Fitness today!!!
i got the plan where someone else joins with me and i put my grandma down. because for two people its $59 a month. but my grandma doesn't really want to be a continual member. so if anyone wants to go to bally's for $30 a month, let me know!
i'm so excited! i get to go to any ballys in michigan, its really nice!
tomorrow i'm going over to my dad's and we're going to fill out fafsa. thank gawd.
i feel really good about joining ballys. i've wanted to do it for a while now and i finally did. i was always around mitch and he would work out everyday practically but he gets to go to the eastern mich gym for free and when hes home, he got to have a personal trainer for free. and i always felt like such a slob because i just sat and waited for him to come back from workout. before, i felt really guilty about spending money on it because mitch would always say that i didn't need to spend money when i can work out at home. but i can't work out at home, its just not going to cut it. so if he isn't trying to budget his money to pay to work out, then i guess he really can't tell me to do SHIT. not only will this be good for my physical health, it will be good for my mental health too. especially getting over him. it pissed me off the way he always tried to tell me how to live my life when hes never had a real job. he doesn't have to work, he just has his mommy pay for school and pay for him to have a brand new car. it must be nice to be rich and spoiled. i have so much anger and resentment towards him and his lifestyle, its all jealousy. i really need to work on letting all those toxic feelings/emotions go. and i think working out will help. it can't hurt. maybe it wont cure my emotional sturggles but i have nothing to loose, except for pounds:)
GGGRRRR, it really frustrates me how mitch has never had to work for anything that he has. some fucking people just have shit handed to them their whole fucking life. and i know that stressing out about other people's lifes doesn't do any good. but god damn, it bothers me, i can't help it right now. i have to pay for everything i have by myself. i've had a job since i was 16 years old, i paid for all three of the cars i've had, i pay for my cell phone, car insurance, gas, and college classes which include the books they required. i guess its not mitch's fault that his parents do everything for him, or any other rich fucks for that matter. so i guess its not fair to him that i resent him. it just sucks when i sit here and have to work for everything i have and i've had to sacrifice going to college because i can't afford it and had to work full time to pay for life's necessities. and then some fuckface down the street has his mommy wipping his ass for him.
ohmygod, and THEN, mitch would talk to me and bitch and moan about how much his life sucks, and why he has it so bad, and he has no friends, and nothing ever works out for him and he never gets any breaks in life, and he has such bad luck, and blah-diddy-fuckin-blah. GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK. i'm like, 'doyou even know WHO THE FUCK you're talking to!?!?' mind you, hes telling me this, while sitting in his dorm room because his mommy pays for his college, while he has free time because he doesn't have to work, with his brand new car outside in the parking lot that his mommy paid for. i've been on my own since i was 17 and he has the fucking nerve to bitch to ME!?!? well fuck that noise. i cannot be in a relationship with someone like that. fucking spoiled mother fucker. ugh, i get so angry! is that just me? i think i scare myself sometimes. it startles me that i have so much anger in me. maybe its because i'm still not subconsciously over the fact that my mother left me right when i was born, and then was never in my life, and then i date this guy for a year who has a "mommy" that is way too much in love with her only son thats its fucking disgusting.
she is sooooooo obsessed with him, she would so anything for him, if he said, "mom, give me a blowjob" she'd say, "take your pants off, son!" ... okay okay, i'm exaggerating but still, its a valid metaphor (or is that a simile? man i can't wait for school again, lol)
she is so inconsiderate of everyone else when it comes to her and her son. shes soooooooo annoying, i can't even explain it do to do it justice.
at one of mitch's flag football games, some chick was talking shit to mitch cuz he blocked her boyfriend from the other team and this chick was telling her boyfriend to beat mitch's ass. well mitch's mom was there and she took off running to go beat this chick up or whatever she was going to do for talking shit to her son. thankfully, mitch grabbed his mom when she ran past him and wouldn't let her go. how fucking embarassing is that! this fukcing 50 year old woman is going to beat up some teenager for talking shit about her son! can you fucking believe that? how imature, grow the fuck up, you're fucking 50. what a fucking raging lunatic this woman is.
JESUS TAPDANCING CHRIST i'm so happy that i ended things cuz i cannot STAND that fucking excuse for a woman. shes a disgrace and an embarassment to the whole woman race. if i were to stay with mitch, and marry him, i would have to deal with his mom and it would be ten times worse than hell on earth. i'll gladly let someone else deal with that crazy bitch and her son who is quite the replica.
well i feel freed now.
i'm ready to get in shape! go ballys! | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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